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dark moment

ok soo today i had heather still here which is all good, plus convinced shannon to comeback over..we watched the olympics updated the msn space with the bday party pics...wow stuff happened that i didn't even know about cause i was in the kitchen. well we hung out watched some tv and i cried due to a sad moment on greys anatomy. it was really sad. well then shannon and heather left and i realized that i am a lonely girl who really needs someoen here all the time. i do not expect it of my friends or even my sister when she moves in but i need a guy. i know i know one will come when i least expect it but come on i am 23 and have never really had one it sucks. and the ones i like just want to be friends it sucks. anyway i am in a sad mood right now and just want to be home. which i will be in 7 days but its not soon enough. i miss my mom and dad and nat and amy and dusa. my closest friends on earth.. heather and shannon are great friends too and without them i would be nothing here in ottawa but i do miss home. i am in such a weird mood right now i wish i was home and not here in school and not doing so well. i need to do good. why why why. anyway this is all tonight. in a weird mood right now sorry for the dark blog.

posted by magmers @ 8:24 p.m.