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do not want to study

so i know i have an exam tomorrow and then on friday, but i do not want to study. i am sitting in my living room in pjs listening to music and all i can think of is in exactly 17 days i will be home. yes it is only for 5 days but thats my life with having a job at HMV. i am working like crazy and plus school work, i feel like i have no life. i cannot wait till december 13. i will be done school and can organize my life and what i need to do before i leave and where to make time for everyone who wants my attention when i go home. on the 13 i get to go see bobby and i am very excited and then also get to go out to a club one last time before we all separate for christmas vacation. as per the sitiuation in the last blog i have offcally told jay that we are just frineds and nothing else can happen. and he seemed fine with it. i did not metion the new guy i just said that i was not comfortable with it anymore. so thanks for all the comments on helping me with that situation. as for the new guy... i still have no clue we hang out once a week and i have fun and i think hes cute and am beyond happy that something good is actually happening to me...but deep in the back of my head and thanks to my mother for briging it up to the front of my mind...is he going to end up as buthead number 4 or is he different? who knows....right now he seems different from all the rest of the guys before him that have the lovely titles of being a buthead from my mother. i held off telling her till yesterday which is a long time...and i didn't give much information other then he is a friend and thats it and i wanted to get him something small for christmas. and she said ok and didn't ask much questions...i am sure i will get them when i go home and who knows i might actually have an answer for her then. as for now we are seeing eachother i guess... well i should go back to finishing these definitions and then start memorizing them like a good girl that i am. then i will write this tomorrow go to my study group tomorrow after this exam and then come home from that study some more, wake up early and study for the friday exam and then party it up at marc the temps house with katherine and robyn and others from work. he is a cutie and really cool. ohhh then i cannot wait till saturday after work when i get to see the new guy and chill with him. i wonder what we will do maybe my requiring dream will happen or maybe i will just suggest me aking dinner for him and chiling at my place. don't worry all i am a good girl now and wont do what i use to. i am being good with this one and taking it one day at a time and i like this feeling of being happy...i hope it sticks other then i am not use to being like this and actually having things fall into place and have great friends and especially family to be there for me.

posted by magmers @ 12:37 p.m.